May 25, 2012

long gone and moved on?

 بِسْــــــــــــــــــمِ ﷲِالرَّحْمَنِ اارَّحِيم

Sometimes,
when the world's not on your side
You don't know where to run to
You don't know where to hide.

You gaze, at the stars in the sky
At the mountains so high
Through the tears in your eyes.
Looking for a reason,
to replace what is gone.

just remember, Allah will always be there.



Don't grieve at the shattering. Allah breaks you, to build you. Deprives you, to give you. This pain in your heart was created to make you yearn less for this life. And to yearn more for Jannah. 

-when your words couldn't build, don't let them kill.-

May 17, 2012

bright in the dark_

 بِسْــــــــــــــــــمِ ﷲِالرَّحْمَنِ اارَّحِيم

There is light at the end of the tunnel..



happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the lights.


hang in there, mate. 
from every wound there is a scar,
and every scar tells a story.
a story that says, "I survived."

-in the darkest of nights, the stars shine the brightest.-

May 16, 2012

Paano ba mag move on?


  1. Umiyak ka – Iiyak mo lang, hindi masama umiyak, pag sobrang sama na ng loob mo, minsan masarap umiyak, kahit lalaki ka pa umiyak ka lang, nakakagaan yun ng pakiramdam. Syempre sa tagong lugar ka umiyak or sa mga friends mo. Minsan masarap pag may humahagod sa likod mo habang umiiyak ka.
  2. Magdasal ka – Humingi ka ng strenght kay Bosing para kayanin lahat ng pagdadalamhati mo. Without the help of God we can do nothing sabi nila. Thank him kahit sa heartaches pasalamatan mo sya, tapos mag sumbong ka sa kanya, lahat ng nararamdaman mo sabihin mo sa kanya. Magugulat ka nalang dahil pag katapos mo mag pray ang gaan na ng pakiramdam mo.
  3. Libangin mo sarili mo – Meaning wag kang mag focus sa kakaisip sa heartache mo, kasi the more na iniisip mo lalo ka lang mahihirapan.
  4. Develop new skills or learn new skill – Focus mo nalang ang atensyon mo sa ibang bagay, tulad ng pag aaral ng bagong skill, pwede ka ding mag blog, matuto mag drive, mag aral kang mag luto kung di ka marunong.. that way makakalimutan mo na yun misery mo may bago ka pang natutunan.
  5. STAY AWAY FROM HIM/HER – Lahat ng memories nya itapon mo na kung gusto mo mag move on, kasi the more na nakikita mo mo mga gamit nya, maalala mo pa din sya, pati number nya burahin mo na sa phone mo, para hindi kana ma tempt na i text sya. Basta kung gusto mo maka move on dapat lahat ng bagay na nakakapag paalala sa kanya iwasan mo na.
  6. Free will – Sarili mo lang ang makakatulong sayo. Dapat kung gusto mo kalimutan ang isang tao, meron kang sapat na kakayanan na gawin yun. Dapat talagang gusto mo. Kasi kahit sundin mo lahat ng sinasabi ko kung hindi ka pa ready, di ka talaga makakamove on. Lahat may rason, kaya dapat may rason ka din bakit mo gusto gawin ito.
  7. Love yourself – Para masabi mo sa sarili mo na karapat dapat kang mahalin, mahalin mo muna sarili mo. Paano ka mamahalin ng tao kung sarili mo ayaw mo? Love yourself ika nga , magpaganda/ magpagwapo ka. Improve yourself. Tapos ngumiti ka.. yan ang pinaka murang pangpaganda/pangpagwapo. 


-nobody can drive you crazy unless you give them the keys.-


"..and worldly life deluded you.." 
[Al- Jathiyah: 35]

The person who really loves you, is the person who tells you something
that will bring you closer to Allah. 
Closer to Allah.


-time heals what reason cannot.-

not an option, you know.

 بِسْــــــــــــــــــمِ ﷲِالرَّحْمَنِ اارَّحِيم

If you can't find good company that will bring you closer to Allah; at least stay away from bad company that will take you away from Him. 


-i may be a choice, a decision or a destiny but never an option.- 


The feeling is priceless.
This is awakening.

May 14, 2012

i'm sorry?

 بِسْــــــــــــــــــمِ ﷲِالرَّحْمَنِ اارَّحِيم

A good apology has three parts:

1. I am sorry,
2. It is my fault,
3. What can I do to make it right...

But most people miss the third part - If you want to say sorry, mean it and do something to make it right.


dear hearts which sometimes filled with sorrow,
believe in a better tomorrow.


The first to apologize is the bravest. The first to forgive is the strongest. The first to forget is the happiest.



-a resentful heart can never really truly care.-

May 12, 2012

no matter what_

 بِسْــــــــــــــــــمِ ﷲِالرَّحْمَنِ اارَّحِيم

never make a decision when you're angry,
never make a promise when you're happy.


Above all else, don't forget to smile. It either warms their hearts or pisses them off. 
You win no matter what. 
:)



just remember,
always be pure and bright. 


-scattered dream is like far away memory.-

May 11, 2012

all that i have_

 بِسْــــــــــــــــــمِ ﷲِالرَّحْمَنِ اارَّحِيم



Allah does not change a people´s condition unless they change what is in their hearts…. [13:11]




this is no part- time in this job.
it is the way of life. 

so let's go all the way. 

-you change your life by changing your heart.-

faith & fears?

 بِسْــــــــــــــــــمِ ﷲِالرَّحْمَنِ اارَّحِيم



That moment when the emotion is too intense that no words could express it, and all you could say is, "Allah." 


Because only He knows.




 -if you can find a path with no obstacles, it probably doesn't lead anywhere.-

May 10, 2012

sometimes..

 بِسْــــــــــــــــــمِ ﷲِالرَّحْمَنِ اارَّحِيم


sometimes I wish my heart was like an onion. so that whenever you cut it into small pieces it's always you, who'd end up crying. 

*this may be one of those SOME times.


when it is hard to hide your tears , then never mind. 
start cutting an onion. 
let the heart cry , you just blame the onion.


-don't ask me how i'm doing. i might think that you actually care.-


May 8, 2012

hungry?

 بِسْــــــــــــــــــمِ ﷲِالرَّحْمَنِ اارَّحِيم


i have only this much. 
wonder will this do.


-menjadi satu kerana Yang Satu.-

frankly speaking, i hate to wait. 

May 5, 2012

don't stop!

   بِسْــــــــــــــــــمِ ﷲِالرَّحْمَنِ اارَّحِيم



walk with me!
walk with me.

i might b crawling, i might b still bleeding. 
maybe i can rip off the bandage
maybe i will see it for what it really is.

maybe i see a part of me in them.
the missing piece always trying to fit in.
the shattered heart, hungry for a home.

so long as you don't stop.
just don't stop!

walk with me. 

-be better, be not bitter than yesterday.-