For many more years to come

                    بِسْــــــــــــــــــمِ ﷲِالرَّحْمَنِ اارَّحِيم

Apr 2nd, 2017

5 years of service and still counting
Thank you, all of the beautiful souls that I've met all these years
May Allah grant you happiness in this world & hereafter

who you are?

I stare at my reflection in the mirror

Why am I doing this to myself?

Losing my mind on a tiny error

I nearly left the real me on the shelf

No, no, no, no, no,no

Don't lose who you are in the blur of the stars

Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing

It's okay not to be okay

Sometimes it's hard to follow your heart

Tears don't mean you're losing

Everybody's bruising

Just be true to who you are

Brushing my hair, do I look perfect?

I forgot what to do to fit the mould, yeah

The more I try the less it's working, yeah, yeah, yeah

'Cause everything inside me screams

No, no, no, no, no

But tears don't mean you're losing

Everybody's bruising

There's nothing wrong with who you are

Yes, no's, egos, fake shows like whoa

Just go and leave me alone

Real talk, real life, good luck, good night

With a smile, that's my home, that's my home, no

No, no, no, no, no

Tears don't mean you're losing

Everybody's bruising

Just be true to who you are

so close yet so far apart

بِسْــــــــــــــــــمِ ﷲِالرَّحْمَنِ اارَّحِيم

Face to face and heart to heart
We're so close yet so far apart
I close my eyes I look away
That's just because I'm not okay
But I hold on, I stay strong
Wondering if we still belong

Will we ever say the words we're feeling
Reach down underneath and tear down all the walls
Will we ever have our happy ending?
Or will we forever only be pretending?
Will we always, always, always be pretending

Keeping secrets safe
Every move we make
Seems like no ones letting go
And it's such a shame
Cause if you feel the same
How am I supposed to know?



so the heart can't express?

-بِسْــــــــــــــــــمِ ﷲِالرَّحْمَنِ اارَّحِيم

dear butterfly, 

butterfly fly away please.

when the right time comes.

so let go. 

If your heart is with Allah, nobody could break it.

Pray.

Because Allah always listens. 

Always.

Give your wish to Him, and then forget. 
And know that He does not forget.

tears are words the heart can't express.

how messy a mess can be?

-بِسْــــــــــــــــــمِ ﷲِالرَّحْمَنِ اارَّحِيم

Everybody comes with a baggage,

we'll just have to find the ones who wants to help us unpack. 

I repeat, the ones who wants to help. 

no, nah nah!

-بِسْــــــــــــــــــمِ ﷲِالرَّحْمَنِ اارَّحِيم

truth is, 

everybody is going to hurt you. 

you just have to find someone worth suffering for. 

the only time you are running out of chances is when you stop taking them. 

la isla bonita~

-بِسْــــــــــــــــــمِ ﷲِالرَّحْمَنِ اارَّحِيم

what can you do when your good isn't good enough?

and all that you touch tumbles down

my best intentions just keep making a mess of thing

i just wanna make it somehow.

so i throw up my fist

throw a punch in the air

and accept the truth 

that sometimes life isn't fair

i'll send out a wish

i'll send out a prayer

and finally someone will see 

how much i care

there's still beauty in the broken. 

road untraveled_

-بِسْــــــــــــــــــمِ ﷲِالرَّحْمَنِ اارَّحِيم

Weep not for roads untraveled 

Weep not for paths left alone 

Cause beyond every bend is a long blinding end 

It's the worst kind of pain I've known 

Give up your heart left broken. 

And let that mistake pass on 

Cause the love that you lost wasn't worth what it cost 

And in time you'll be glad it's gone. 

Weep not for roads untraveled 

Weep not for sights unseen 

May your love never end and if you need a friend, 

There's a seat here alongside me.

(Roads Untraveled, LP)

be noted?

-بِسْــــــــــــــــــمِ ﷲِالرَّحْمَنِ اارَّحِيم

dear self, be noted.

One of the hardest decisions you'll ever face in life is choosing whether to try harder or to walk away. 

Tough times don't last, tough people do.

If your heart is with Allah, nobody could break it. 

Nobody.

silence is my loudest cry.

it's not goodbye_

-بِسْــــــــــــــــــمِ ﷲِالرَّحْمَنِ اارَّحِيم

dear the ones who are reading this, 

take care. 

please do. 

till we meet again. 

that moment..

the moment when you have to beg yourself to stop crying and tell yourself, 

"be strong."

-every day we see either scar or courage, where we dwell defines our struggle.-

always a constant one_

-بِسْــــــــــــــــــمِ ﷲِالرَّحْمَنِ اارَّحِيم

it's a constant battle
between holding on and letting go. 
a constant fight
between remembering as well as forgetting.
a constant hurdle
of the effort of moving on and reaching the line.


always a constant one.

-The harder things get, the closer the help of Allah is.-

surely do!

-بِسْــــــــــــــــــمِ ﷲِالرَّحْمَنِ اارَّحِيم

If something is meant to go elsewhere, it will never come your way, but if it is yours by destiny, from you it cannot flee.” 

-Umar Ibn al-Khattab

a big thing or a small, 

the winner takes it all.

this too shall pass.. 

-if I am not protecting my partner's soul, then I am not his soulmate.-

till then_

-بِسْــــــــــــــــــمِ ﷲِالرَّحْمَنِ اارَّحِيم

hopefully the hate subsides and the love can begin

It might start now,

Well maybe I’m just dreaming out loud

Until then.

Come home

Come home

Cause I’ve been waiting for you

For so long

For so long

Right now there's a war between the vanities

But all I see is you and me

The fight for you is all I’ve ever known

Ever known

So come home

-i hope you always find a reason to smile.-

nothing without?

-بِسْــــــــــــــــــمِ ﷲِالرَّحْمَنِ اارَّحِيم

love is nothing without action.

trust is nothing without proof.

regret is nothing without change. 

- if my life is for rent, I don't learn to buy.-

till Jannah, inshaAllah!

-بِسْــــــــــــــــــمِ ﷲِالرَّحْمَنِ اارَّحِيم

cheer up, buttercup. 

no matter how low you feel at this while, 

you're always someone's reason to smile.

 best friends till Jannah, inshaAllah!

they might not be there for you in time, but isn't Allah with you all the time?

ask Him, then. 

Allah takes the ones you love away from you so that you can be reminded that He's always there for you. 

-true love means helping each other to attain Jannah.-

THE purpose?

-بِسْــــــــــــــــــمِ ﷲِالرَّحْمَنِ اارَّحِيم

a spark of determination, 

a blink of hope, 

a sense of light,

one that brings me closer to Allah. 

i'm praying for that.

no excuses,

no lies,

no broken promises.

Even the biggest of hardships is a blessing if it brings you closer to Allah.

There is nothing wrong with making duaa for 'worldly' things as long as they are halal. The problem is when we confuse the tool (everything created) and the goal (Allah). Even when we get or use 'worldly' things, their ultimate intended purpose is to aid us in our journey to our End: Allah. Instead we use Allah to aid us in our journey to worldly things.

Yasmin Mogahed.

-between the beginning and the end is the purpose.-

stay or walk away?

-بِسْــــــــــــــــــمِ ﷲِالرَّحْمَنِ اارَّحِيم

Now be silent.Let the One who creates the words speak.He made the door.He made the lock.He also made the key.Rumi

-Be wise enough to know WHEN to walk away from something which no longer is of any benefit to you.-

just let go!

-بِسْــــــــــــــــــمِ ﷲِالرَّحْمَنِ اارَّحِيم

stop holding on to something that doesn't exist anymore.

just let go. 


if one day you are to choose between a two thin line options, 
choose the one that will bring you closer to Allah. 
even if it means to walk away. 

this could be the final hour,

or this could be the finest hour. 

Allah. 

Allah. 

Allah.

-Everyone’s at war with different things. We are at war with our own hearts sometimes.-

seriously?

بِسْــــــــــــــــــمِ ﷲِالرَّحْمَنِ اارَّحِيم

if you lose your way, 

believe in a better day. 

trials will come but surely they will fade away, 

if you just believe. 

i believe. 

now say it like you mean it. seriously.

feel the difference?

so, walk with me!

walk WITH me!

let's go an extra mile.

-The first thing to get anywhere is deciding you're not willing to stay at the same place anymore.-