March 26, 2012

deja vu_

“Allah akan hancurkan hati org yang Dia sayang berkali-kali sehingga tiada harapan untuk dunia ini. Yang ada hanya harapan untuk Dia sahaja..bagi yang mencari cinta Allah bersedialah menerima hakikat ini..” 
- Syeikh Abdul Qadir al-Jilani 

suddenly it feels like kindergarten all over again.
that feel.
that big bang.
that innocence.
that view.

that feeling of broken inside. 
that feeling of being left behind.
that feeling of unworthy of any explanations.
that feeling of smiling when I'm on the verge of tearing up.

though it's heartbreaking when your own don't wanna fight for you,
when you have to fight for your own, on your own.
though it's been 17years since.
it feels like just like that.
just when i was in the kindergarten. 


may Allah forgive me for all the sins that i've committed. 
for all the times i've been forgetting the very reason of my existence. 

people change, memories don't.  

though i may be a new person, 
though you might me a changed man, 
remember this. 

we're gonna be questioned,
for every promise that we broke,
for every word that we've said,  
for every thing that we've done,
either in the open or the concealed ones.

every single one.



"Those that fail to learn from history, are destined to repeat it". 

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